I need to put something out there that keeps coming into my head and playing on repeat.
Firstly, I'm just a typical 61 year old Australian grandmother and before a traumatic awakening in 2017, I was completely asleep to the truth.
This was when the visions/messages?....whatever they are started and at first they made no sense.
And then they did.
I would go outside at night, plant my bare feet, follow from within, as I was learning my way of meditation.
Then a whole lot of strangeness started happening, all of which I have written in my many pages of writings over this period and are a whole other story. 😊
One of the things that started was me saying things about rainbow skies and rainbow warriors and how they were here. I had no idea what I was talking about, but the Internet did and my journey commenced.
I needed to explain that, so I could write what won't go away now as it is attached to the Hopi 5th world and Blue star Kachina.
It speaks of when the Saquasohuh (Blue Star Kachina) dances in the plaza and speaks of removing its mask.
I would like to openly cogitate on the thought of looking at it differently.
Like it is our mask.
Now I go to a completely different subject.
As I have recently been made aware that they feel I am Autistic and have never been diagnosed. They are saying that from my complete breakdown in early 2022, that it was Autistic burnout.
With all the information given to me lately, if I knew no better in regards to the truth, I would have wholeheartedly believed it. 😔
In 2024 I was told I had a disability and what was happening to me and my body was PTSD and Extreme anxiety.
I have a different version of what was going on within me.
I feel I was an awakened soul who could no longer mask up. I was learning of my authentic self and loved getting to know her, though found this very difficult in this reality, with the frequencies and programming around us.
I now hope there is enough explanation so what I feel is happening makes sense when I try to put it in to words.
What if?....
We aren't any of their neurodivergent diagnosis'?
What if we are born with certain abilities, like superpowers and the frequencies here mix with our pure frequency which distorts it?
Their distortion, not ours.
What if sometimes that distortion is hard for those with this diagnosis to communicate and for others to understand?
An example of this is some being unable to communicate with words, because maybe they don't need to?
Maybe their telepathic abilities are are already doing as they should and it's the frequencies and us still under programming that aren't catching up?🤷♀️
What if this unmasking is us, these beautiful biological humans accepting our super powers and standing strong and authentic in that?
'They' would know this and ensure it benefits them only.
What if the frequencies that are made are stopping us from completely remembering the truth?
What if, when we once again make the choice to become one with nature, that this starts that unmasking process?
And what if the more who head back to what's natural the more will awaken?
If this is correct, the Red Star Kachina is not far behind and I want to keep writing, but I'm trying hard to stay on one branch of the tree, even though there are many connected of as much importance. So I will stop here.
Am I making any sense with what I'm trying to put into words?